the darkness of being sad…sad is one of the most isolated of all the feelings. The depths of sadness goes from your throat to your lungs all the way down to your gut. It sits in there and stirs around like a those nagging thoughts in your head that wont let you sleep at night. […]
Read more "darkness of sadness"Walking into my cushy corporate job today I was listening to britt nicole’s still that girl and I found myself pushing back tears out of no where. The words of this song talks about stumbling and falling and it hurting but that you can also go back to being that girl that you have always […]
Read more "still that girl"The other night I was sitting watching Preachers of L.A. on Oxygen, ok so it was a DVR watch but still the other night. Yes, I watch it (don’t judge, you know that you want to see it, it’s awesome!). This is a whole show based on a few different pastors and bishops living in […]
Read more "hiding behind…"As humans we typically want to place blame somewhere. It is a natural reaction to most situations, we don’t think “it” is fair and it of course can’t be our own fault so we find someone else to blame and/or lash out at, it’s the obviously answer. Where does this get us? How does this […]
Read more "who’s fault is it really?"As I sit here watching you grab your toes and roll around I can’t help but think about how much our lives and you have changed in just a short 4 ½ months. Then my mind wanders to the rest of our lives and you growing up. I know that over the next years we […]
Read more "my promise to you"
the truth of my life 